The process is daunting. The task at hand is unnerving. Facing what you have turned from. What has made you. The choices that brought you here, to this valley of silence, is what you were longing for. Why question it? Just let it be. Life had become too loud and the blocks you were building with were swaying, threatening to topple at any moment. There was no other way than to let them collapse around you. Do take care in your selection of the placement of the pieces this time. To regain and rebuild is your goal. It’s your savior.